Bounce Back Straight
I've been thinking a lot lately about the permanence of some decisions. And about how they can ripple across your life. One major decision for me - I told my girlfriend, then my family I was gay back in 2002. It ended my relationship with my girlfriend, which I wanted. It opened the door for me to meet and have sex with guys, which I thought I wanted. But, in retrospect, it hasn't necessarily been a good change for me. I like masculinity. It energizes me, and masculine guys are attractive to me: Guys bing guys, and doing guys things. No, I don't mean sex. Sex, for me, lessens it. Removes the energy I get from men. Am I not gay, then? Not sure. Mostly it seems it leaves me in no-man's land. Am I that different from most guys in what I am interested in? I doubt it. If you are in my camp - stay tuned to this blog. Example A: Regular guys being guys.